Monday 25 January 2010

Adapting to change

i'm getting used to the feeling of wearing a collar now- D worked away last night and having His collar round my neck seemed to really help me as i usually find it impossible to sleep when He's away. Today was the first time i saw other people so was able to put to rest the fear that other people would 'know' which of course was pretty paranoid- although i have still to see my perceptive sisters! It definitely helps with keeping me in a submissive mindset when i'm not with Him which i've been finding difficult because i have to be so 'in charge' with the kids during the day.

We are having a talk this evening about reasonable expectations for household chores etc and how we want Maintenance to work so i guess i may have some new rules to post soon so... watch this space!

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