i want to be 'broken' - i want Him to subjugate me to His will- to bring out my gentleness, my femininity, my beauty.
i feel horrible when i behave like that-so aggressive and provocative- i just can't stop myself. it's like my body's taken over and is crying out for Him to break down my barriers and allow my submissiveness to blossom and glow.
i wish my body knew a better/ nicer way of doing this.
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You know what? You're not the first submissive to feel this way and a very wise Dominant pointed out to me that we want this because we are simply impatient to finish our "training" so to speak. To get to that level of submission where we feel we need to go. I've learned that a good Dom will temper a submissive's need to jump into the fire.
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Let's hope he does break down your barriers and allows your submissivenesss to grow because it looks like your body yearns for him to do that. Good luck on the two of you meeting each other's needs.
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Spirited: thanks. I wonder who that wise Dominant could be...? I'm actually feeling abit of a revelation about this- your and Mouse's posts this week have really given me pause for thought.
ReplyDeleteFD: He's definitely doing this and thank you so much for all your kind words. i've learnt this week though that maybe i had a set idea about HOW He should do this which, of course, was wrong and i'm now in the process of moving on from that.
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